I am truly happy most or all the time. I have handled my ability to communicate with people properly, as I was very withdrawn and shy before I got into Scientology. I have handled a personal ruin in my life in that I had no goals and was quite depressed as an individual. I had no technology or route for application in studying, but now I have technology that allows me to pursue my goals, that works one hundred percent all the time when it is applied. Not only in study, but in other fields of endeavor as covered in L. Ron Hubbard's works. This is something no money can buy and you do not lose anything. In other words, you have priceless technology at your fingertips and available for you.