My life completely changed when I became a Scientologist.
I wanted to help others, but did not have the means to do so. For one thing, I was still reeling from a difficult childhood and adolescence and I was trying to help others while I was fighting my own fears and insecurities. I found that my attempts at help did NOT help, and this was frustrating for me.
To make things worse, I had some very bad experiences in relationships and I was afraid to let anyone get close to me. With time, the situation only got worse! The only way I knew to deal with these disappointments and betrayals, was to become angry and distrustful.
That was not a good way to go about life!
Then one day I met a man who seemed very smart and friendly and interesting, and he took me to the Scientology Mission in our town. I was very critical of any sort of help and this negativity extended to Scientology at first. I did read some books, though, and found that they made sense and I became very interested in getting Scientology counseling (auditing).
I had just a little bit of auditing, and the results were amazing! I discovered that, no matter how bad the past had been, I did not have to still feel bad! I was able to let go of my anger and resentments, and I found my whole world opening up. I no longer approached everything with a negative eye, but could see things as they were. For the first time in years, I felt that there was hope!
And that man who first invited me to the Mission? Well, I married him, and we now have six beautiful children and a great marriage.
With Scientology, I have found that no matter what the problem, there is always a solution! Life has become a game, and with each new challenge I become a better, more able person. I know now that there is nothing I cant accomplish if I really want it.
And best of all, I find that I can now offer help to people that REALLY helps!


